open your eyes

schools in full swing
its a semester where i've had it relatively good.
im liking the courses i take,except for one.
making new friends,catching up with old ones.
weekends have been welcome breaks from the monotony of school.

when im bored,i watch the bevy of shows ive gotten.
some of those on my must-watch list are:

weeds
how i met your mother
californication
and...
the black donnellys

charting the lives of four irish brothers,its a brilliant show thats got me hooked.
combining violence with values,its a more polished and realistic version of the sopranos.
think entourage + sopranos.
or not.
whatever the case,its a brilliant show.
its gotten me inspired as well.
no more backing down from anything.
and no more worrying.
life is far too short to be worrying continuously about everything.

i once asked a really good friend,
"when are you truly happy?like truly truly happy,not just kinda happy or kinda enjoying yourself"
ask yourself that and you'll be surprised by the answers.
forgo the formalities and giving yourself the typical answers that you expect yourself to say.
dig deeper and find out.
when,doing what,with who or alone,do you get the most joy?
find it.
and go do it.

on another note,the above-mentioned friend told me something that struck me as poignant.
"if you're really meant to be with someone,inevitably,you're gonna be with that person."
and that basically answers one of life's toughest questions.
so its all good.
que sera sera,whatever will be,will be.

thats about it for today.
love to all those who matter.
you know who you are.
im out.